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Friday, July 23, 2010
Thirteen -

Did I came into this space just 20 days ago? Time seemed to be passing so quickly; and slowly. I realised that every time I logged into a space and update 'bout my life, it's all going to be either O Levels, or Dnt. I sound pathetic that I lead such a mundane life, it really bores me out sometimes, like really, really bored.

I wished I was smarter, I wished I wasn't that weak.
I really wanted to be good in more things, but I couldn't.
I refused to let myself believe that I can do many stuffs.
I decline the fact that I am able to make a difference in my life.
I rejected so many things that I'm losing count of 'em.

I really want to be different, to stand out - but how? That's a riddle, a unsolved equation, a huge hurdle in my life. I have to get myself going, I do not want to grow up and regret what I've done in the past. I want to make a difference...
Posted by Ivylee ♫ @ 23:40