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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Sixteen - Things just gets harder when you get older... Once, twice or maybe, several times that I've broke down, nobody notices. I am already pushing myself to work harder, but it gets me nowhere. I tried to stay away from the computer, it doesn't work. I want to prove to my family that I can, I can make a difference by entering Poly. But they don't believe that I can, they think that I'm stupid. Because all I do is sleep, in their eyes. Why must they always only take notice of my bad points, instead of the good ones? I tried to be good. I don't ask money from them every time I go out anymore like I did in the past. I tried to save up on buying rubbish back and chunk them into piles. I tried to do my homework. I tried to do well for my exams. I know there ain't much, but I'm trying, ain't I? I can't study at home, that's why I choose to study with my friends. My friends often ask me why can't I study at home and I tell them, "My baby brother's a huge distraction for me". Well other than that, it is my parents and siblings. I don't have a study table, so I can only study in the living room. And whenever I'm studying, all of you just happily switch on the television - without even sparing a thought for me - thinking that I can still concentrate with my work. The television is right in front of me, how do you expect me to concentrate? I can't, okay, I can't. I wanted to get tuition in the first place, but I didn't, because I didn't want to place another burden on you. However, I got 'em now because I really can not catch up. I have to take up tuition. I knew what your reaction I'm sorry for spending your money, again. Posted by Ivylee ♫ @ 22:23
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